Nebulous Memory

冬，沒了春的綠色，沒了夏的熱烈，沒了秋的豐碩，帶著沉靜的氣息，迎來一片蒼茫。
冷月、清輝、濃霜、銀白。冬之韻味，恬靜而寂寥；誕生了一種寧靜的樂聲，穿過記憶的長河，讓縷縷心緒遊走在隆冬濃濃的遐思裡，獨自在風中輕吟低唱。
冬日，始終給人一種凝重，給人一種沉睡，思緒在沉睡中不乏，思念的意境忽近忽遠，玄出美妙的夢。
一個人，一杯茶，一種沉憂的思懷，獨享冬日的驕陽；那些遠去的夢依著溫暖，頃刻爬上心間。
今年的冬來的匆忙，寒冷侵襲，銀白裝扮了整個世界。盼望守著火爐，噴著火焰，乾柴燒得劈劈啪啪的作響，依偎在溫暖火爐旁，聽不到寒風呼嘯，溫暖於寂寞的小屋，守著思念，暢想夢裡的故事。
看似沉寂的冬季，其實是在醞釀春的氣息，生命的根莖都在不停的攀升；看那爐火裡跳動的火苗，就像春天一樣散發著溫暖，我感覺到，因為暖意在心裡，無須張揚。
喜歡沉寂中的安寧和淡定，沉穩中無不顯示著一份厚重，這份厚重更讓我懂得了生活，懂得了生命的沉重，沒了夏日的狂躁，靜靜地守著那份濃濃的情意，默默在想、默默地念、默默的牽掛。
冬季原本就是個沉默的季節，開始喜歡守一個人著夢，守著淺淡思念。記得去年冬天，你走了，帶走了我的心，留下一片空寂，獨守著空靈，孤單身影漸漸拉長，寒冷侵蝕了全部思緒。
慢慢地習慣了一個人的安靜，習慣了枕著有你的夢入睡；夢裡，你氣息還是那麼優雅和溫暖，真想擁著你的全部，不再醒來。
清涼的空氣，讓躁動的心變得安靜起來，靜思默想，生活原本歸於平靜，再美的景緻也會消失，曾經的絢麗被歲月洗滌的淡白。開始慢慢喜歡這種平淡，喜歡一個人的孤單，把自己包裹起來，讓自由心安；其實，只要彼此心裡裝著，無需廝守。
每天遊走在一個人的世界，讓文字充盈內心的飢渴，偶爾閒暇，萌動淺淺的情，依然想起那個讓我牽掛的人兒，有點思念，有點憂傷，有點甜蜜。很長一段時間，都會沉浸在安靜的思緒裡，雖然無法解脫，但心已經不再狂躁。
生活的變數總無法預料，何須在意，人生始終經歷一場平淡，那些喧嘩和浮躁，那些浪漫和衝動，只不過是舞台的上演，只留在記憶裡，成為精彩的戲言。
誰是誰的救世主，誰又是誰的永遠，那些不變的諾言，只不過是一時的氣壯山河，無須在意，就算一場精彩的演繹。把心留住，狠狠的留住，拯救一顆破碎之心只有靠自己，誰都不是心的依靠，誰也不會是誰的永遠。
其實，人活一世能得到什麼，把一切放開、看淡，什麼都不重要，唯有生命至尊，過好眼前的日子，在平淡的日子別丟了自己，丟了那顆淡然安靜的心，這才是做人的根本，心在，心安，生活才會有滋有味，找准人生的航標。
沉靜的冬日，飄舞的雪花悄悄落下，沒有張揚，給單色冬日帶來一片清涼和銀白。人亦變得成熟和沈穩，慢慢走進安詳的夢，枕著安寧入夢，夢來夢去一樣的坦然，即便夢裡輪迴過去的景緻，也沒了那種狂躁的心動。
看，爐火跳動著歡快火苗，驅趕了冬的寒冷；火爐上壺水沸騰，生騰的水霧瀰漫整個空間，散發著淡淡的茶香，好一番溫馨的景緻。閉目而憩，靜心享用，品茶，品人生，品世俗；浮生之悠閒，恍夢之餘，賞文，賞樂，賞風雅。這是人生之靜美，也是最美！
這是溢滿心懷的冬語，似花開花落，似溢光流彩的馨夢，此時都凝聚在這寧靜相思的冬季裡；冬季，如此安寧，如此多嬌，我獨自守望！

朋友問候，說多日不見新作，在忙些啥？仔細梳理一下，許多天來像個辛勤的小蜜蜂不停地飛來飛去，沒采出一丁點甜絲絲的蜜，心裡卻是滿盈滿荷的累。忙碌不是真實的理由，不過是給懶惰找個藉口。

近來是有些散淡了，心情總是被或遠或近的一些人或事干擾，絲毫沒有書寫的……有時候提起筆來大腦卻一片空白。於是很多個百無聊賴的夜晚，都是躲在昏黃的燈光下望星星看月亮聽音樂，美其名曰享受生活。

都說我是個享受型的小女人，不論什麼時候都很會享受，我不置可否。人活著可不就是為了享受嗎？不是為了追求所謂高品質的生活，單純地就是為了讓自 己過得隨意舒心安然，不會享受也要學著享受。享受青春，享受美麗，享受成功，享受喜悅，享受歡樂，享受幸福，即使最孤獨的時候，也要試著去享受痛苦，享受 失落，享受寂寞，享受離愁別緒，享受心靈深處那份無奈和感傷。

人生苦短，在已經過去和即將過去的每一天，事業、家庭、責任占去了絕大部分精力，各種無法預知的變故更是應接不暇，能偶爾讓自己輕鬆享受一下的時 間並不多。於是，在忙碌之餘，在心情散淡得七零八落的日子裡，就給懶惰找一個看似充分的理由，每在夜深人靜，一任思緒在流淌的音樂聲中盡情放逐，或者找尋 自己，或者迷失自己。

時光悄然流逝，生命中總有許多的人和事需要過濾和沈淀，能最終停留在記憶深處並且讓自己感動的東西必然是最珍貴的。這是個過程，更需要時間。在無 法權衡對與錯，難以把握得與失的情況下，我都是把自己封閉起來，不問世事滄桑變幻，不想天涯海角距離近遠，更不去刻意追求或者挽留。我知道，屬於自己的東 西想溜溜不走，不屬於自己的東西想得也得不到，一切順其自然就好。沒有大起大落，更不會大喜大悲，有點冷漠消極，但內心從不空虛頹廢。我相信留下來的都是 最好的，能最終握在手裡的東西我都會窮盡一生去珍惜。

朋友們遠了又近，近了又遠，這些都沒關係。許多美麗的瞬間我都已珍藏在了心裡，如果那份感動朋友也還沒有忘記，那麼總有一天大家還會走到一起。也許這就是所謂可遇不可求的緣份，我們唯一能做的就是期待在某個未知的領域重逢或者相遇。

當然，我會更珍惜眼前的一切。在許多孤寂落寞的日子裡，朋友的相知相伴相惜相憐都將是一份難忘的記憶，我無限感激並將悉心收藏。一如今天，為免朋友掛念，匆忙寫下這些亂七八糟的心情雜記，看似凌亂，但絕不是敷衍。

感謝關懷！

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Until 9 hour jolt nearly, come Jiuzai Gou of legend finally. 

Say Jiuzai Gou is " summit of water " ,Jiuzai Gou will come soon to see water. 9 suffering for hour, can in order to come here with ink keep in touch intimately finally. 

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When reaching Jiuzai Gou entrance, the source reaching Mingjiang River. A small stone tablet, submit a written statement to: Source of Mingjiang River. 

Under the stone tablet is a beach water, flow into the distant place crookedly. 

It is difficult to imagine, vast and mighty Mingjiang River, came from this beach water like the moderate rain depression of the grass unexpectedly. 

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Around the stone tablet is the thick snow, as to this southerner of mine, have to be excited. Leave some footprints here, though these footprints will be buried soon. 

Jump in the snowfield under several, set up horses and feel one's own the first some faint. Too bad, forget here kilometer of plateaus, physique enough well, otherwise altitude sickness getting really one's own and bad fortunately. 

Arrange in the hotel, and the old total points of the logistics company are in a room. In the evening, play card with several elder sisters of the logistics company, by quick elder sister Liu of this understanding. Following a few days, I am absorbed to become their members. 

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It is written that names of Jiuzai Gou are all too difficult, " day ditch " " some brights day ditch "    Anyway the name is not important, the more important thing is the scenery. The people here are called all lakes to sea, their landlocked people's respect to the sea that it is said to come from. 

These " sea " ,All all characteristics, but there is a common point: Beautiful. 

Colorful pool, five colored sea, the flame sea, the sea of the mirror   We take a picture busily without end, fear these beautiful scenery and is written in water. 

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It was the pearl beach that another I had the deepest impression, except that she has scenery beautiful like shallow sea of coral reef, I am here, lose that one's own umbrella. Who lets the scenery be too pleasant, all of us are busy with taking a picture, animated, so that has forgotten all the things. 

Distant view whether snow cover jokul under, close shot glistening light of waves clear" Haizi " ,Imagine this kind of beauty, OK? 

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The sunshine is not shed down stingily at all, but unable to melt the obstinate jokul. Coexist here warmly and coldly, the tenderness of water displays ultimate attainment. 

Except tenderness "  Haizi " ,Have young and vigorous beautiful waterfall, we forget, charge camera to the limit scenery the certainly. 

Get back to the hotel, go to watch the performance of Tibetan, jump one pot of villages. The party is very excellent, the characteristics of Tibetan and Qiang, let we the Hans sigh with all sorts of feeling. 

Oh yes, I have learnt three sentences of Tibetan language by the way: Pitch West Germany rein in '  Have good luck)  ,Receive place receive bad-tempered '  I love you)  ,Not '  Meet again)  . 

Go Mou Buddhist nun ditch the next day, watch the waterfall. The rivers of the waterfall comes down, sprawl into a long water course. Water here compares Jiuzai Gou, but lack an efficacious air, but walk in the woods in water, also have guts "  Water is clear and shallow to dredge the shadow crosswise "  Feeling. In fact to I such urban people, a quiet one can let this slightly heart which feel tired out of mine feel satisfied naturally. 

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Get back to Tibetan Qiang settlement "  Mao County " ,We reach the street stall around "  Wash treasures "  ,Has bought many interesting things, as the commemoration of the tour of Jiuzai Gou. 

Jiuzai Gou for winter very beautiful, hear Jiuzai Gou for summer does not have a kind of conditions and customs, wait for me to have an opportunity, I will come again, wait for me, Jiuzai Gou. 

The typhoon No. 7 of this year called " gull " Have already landed in the south of the county of Yilan of Taiwan Province coastally before and after 40 past 21 at 17th night, while landing there is force 12 (33 meters per second) in the largest wind-force in the adjacent place in the centre . " gull "  It is the strong tropical storm to weaken before dawn on the 18th, centre of the strong storm lies within the boundaries of peach garden county of Taiwan Province at 5 o'clock in the morning, i.e. 24.9 degrees in the north latitude, 121.2 degrees of east longitudes, the largest wind-force has force 11 (30 meters per second) .

It is estimated, centre of the strong storm will lean towards the north direction to move to the Northwest at pace of 15- 20 kilometers per hour, Fujian coastal to near to Zhejiang gradually, intensity keep or subside slightly, reach Wenling reach Fujian bring coastal to land moreover by Lianjiang in Zhejiang tomorrow morning on this afternoon.

Influenced by it, from the 18th daytime to night, there will be gales of force 7- 8 coastally in the south in northern coastal area, Zhejiang in ocean surface, the Taiwan Straits, east Hainan department, Taiwan coastal area, Fujian to the east of Taiwan, " gull "  Centre near whether sea or wind-forces regional last 9- 11 force,can last 12 grades some sea area fitful wind; There will be heavy or torrential rain in east and the north, east of Zhejiang and south of Taiwan Province, Fujian, among them there is torrential rain or extra torrential rain in some areas of places such as north, the southeast of Zhejiang, Northeast of Fujian,etc. in Taiwan.

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What Thai Buddhism carried forward belongs to the south and spreads the teaching method of the popular department, it seems conduct style and spreading, difference greatly that Tibetan Buddhist have of the north. In whole Thailand, have a lot of Buddha institute, say, it spreads to be Bali gentle three " giving up theorying all ", hiding theorying of passing of ing to law and law hide, mainly. It is dense with talking about the allusion quatation continuously to spread Mahayana that Mahayana classics, Tibetan Buddhist that Buddhism pays attention to pay attention to in the north, do not have there. It intend I mention when being talk with some monks some about the bright and like if content of respect, but in these respects, they have not basically touched, therefore the shortage that Thai Buddhism and north are spread, Tibetan Buddhist is exchanged. And to study Buddha person at home there, hide two places study Buddha person have difference greatly too at home with Chinese, they have not been basically smelt to think to teach the habit paid attention to, what they talk that some elders Masters give by the theory, limited to, genesis meaning of incantation basically too, until " all evil make, all to good at and follow, self-purification it purpose, is all Buddhism " Wait for brief Ji to praise. Having inquired a lot of pious lay Buddhists, they all say: Can study Buddha if believe in Triratna, support Triratna in Israel in household, teach, pay attention to, smell, think, used to it.

Spread the monk of Buddhism in the south, pay attention to the law appearance very much, Bhiksu's basic necessities of life sits or sleeps, follow and does not free from the law appearance all without exception, every gesture is calm and steady and sedate, make people see and grow and offer. Three clothing of Bhiksu's, asks the earthen bowl to beg for food etc., changed the tradition, make people can't help recalling the scene when being alive of Buddha narrated in the classics. If the Buddhist monk there has broken and given up at all, i.e. will be driven out of monk's group, can't be initiated into monkhood again, can't live altogether, can only resume secular life. They object to the Buddhist monk of Japan very much too, thinking the habit that the Japanese Buddhist monk took a wife, violate the religious discipline of Buddhism seriously, can not live with them altogether. To the religious doctrine of Tibetan Buddhist, they can be said and know nothing, lack of understanding seriously. When I keep in touch with them, the impression on Tibetan Buddhist is good that they seem that think, may because there are several outstanding merits and virtues of Tibetan Buddhist, hand in visiting with Thai monk and king, king, make some speeches, so as to make them grow some to revere. But they transport behavior of subdueing etc. to very deep opinion and pair in the dense law, certainly unable to accept, if they know these, I very much difficult like coexisting and talking with them so perhaps.

They make it very outstandingly in hold and watch over and does not free from giving up ing, this is really worth sending to Tibetan Buddhist and studying in the north, but among will it be this era now, without Mahayana apparent case, dense case very with win convenient very dark intelligence, most all living creature are probably difficult to be benefited. The root steps on to bank up a master with earth in autumn, it is great remarkable achievement person, scholar, travel family, writer in modern Tibetan Buddhist, he has said: "If Tibetan Buddhist and the south spread Buddhism, exchange each other in such aspects as religious discipline, can of realizing Buddha numerous dense purpose. "

Among some temples, a lot of people wait for food enshrine and worship before statue of Buddha fruit, they will take down and divide the food soon, ask Buddha to grant a way to know ground in this, this is the same as a lot of places of Chinese. Ask some elders in the temple, this kind of habit has not taught the card. Remember proper American benevolence wave has been cut and said: "Support Buddha food of Bodhisattva, person who support can't fetch food by oneself, can't charity give dog grow wait for, either, and should pour it in the clean height. It have birds peck at, whose name is too in that can with,because last null caste birds   " Though people who hide some places of ground had eating the offerings, the appearance rule was turned on and made, such as knowing beyond offerings,etc., it is good that had better not eat. Do not  eat the offerings like a mouse before Buddha everyday.

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